i like you so much it's not even funny anymore ;<
it's such an honor to have you.
i'm feeling all the colors of the sunset ;< warm and cool, but more so the former ;<
you're a wonderful wonderful wonderful person i want to cry
06.03.2020 | woke up missing you; going to sleep missing you
06.04.2020 | thank u (always) for listening unu and making me feel lighter
06.05.2020 | here 0:25-0:35; hope u enjoyed making and eating churros
06.06.2020 | stared at the moon for the both of us chorq; this should've been obvious and a no-brainer but it still surprises me when i find myself thinking about the first (only?) person to talk to/tell the most random things about. it's you. like how today my tita pissed me off and how i messed up the notary public thing and i want to laugh because those are official documents and how the legal field uses SO much paper and YET and daming nakukulong at namamatay nang inosente o walang hustisya may ? yung only bc sometimes naman may topics na stc ganon so stc frens siyempre xD here
06.07.2020 | no thoughts today. just you. chorq rlly wanted to do this as an everyday thing pero minsan pala no thoughts lang talaga ;A; xD when will everything end so i can ask you personally ;<
06.08.2020 | missed u today as well
06.10.2020 | thinking abt how ur amazing
06.11.2020 | want to travel to sumwer w u ! baguio? ah but u like beaches,, zambales?; thought a lot abt twice and momo today n how the overpowering feeling is "sorry i cant be her" but in10se ! im do my best to be like rizki abdul n jus be thankful for them for momo for making u happy ! unu
06.12.2020 | maligayang kaarawan ng kasarinlan ! nawa'y makalaya na tayo sa anumang dahilan ng pagkahawla natin (natin bilang sarili mo at bayan) unu
06.14.2020 | it will always be you.
06.16.2020 | you are warmth
06.17.20 | saw a tweet that was like "how do u hav twt crushes? u like how they type?" tas natawa aq kasi when i say we dont vibe on things its petty things like this 😭 natawa aq kase ang babaw,,, tas parang? would ppl rlly put that as a deciding factor and i rlly almost did 😭 anywy kahit Capital letter start ng chats mo, kahit gumagamit ka ng "hahahaha", kahit di tayo completely in wavelengths with each other, idk it would still be ur hand that id want to hold, it would still be ur tita good morning gifs id want to see, would still be ur questions id want to answer when a reference or a meme confuses u, idk it would still be you
06.18.20 | saw daphne's tweet abt her dream girlfriend unu lets gu ill takas the car n wear a flowery dress or sumn (u can wear whatever u want unu) sa luneta lang tho picnic sorry
06.19.20 | about now
06.21.20 | editing the day6 con videos n aw sana talaga nakasama ka ! paalam ka na ngayon for the next mehehe
06.22.20 | anywy hold my sweaty hand ;< mizeu :> hm but i dont like the "different from the rest" part seems like ur putting someone on a pedestal........... but anywy you SHOULD be put on a pedestal bc ur amazing... but like,, idk i never liked those kind of compliments,,, kasi parang u just like a person bc theyre different get mu ba ;0 i like u bc u r you ! in all aspects of the word you ;0 hm, but do you like those? if you do then,,, !!!
06.23.20 | a tweet HKHKHK di makaget over?! pero i rlly get naman na u dont know both sides (like me khkhk) n di ka naman super close kay gly hUHAUHUSA pero she did talk bad abt me ,,, NYAR OVER NA TALAGA AKO ok back to regular programming :>
06.24.20 | woke up in the middle of the night kala q morning na tas i was getting ready to cook breakfast na tas kita q clock 1 am pa lang amp anywy tried to get back to sleep pero ang ingay ni mama nagkkwento abt dun sa kawork (nora) nya na mapanghusga kala mo naman mayaman x) words nya yan x) tas jinudge nya pa na yung mga nagkakagusto lang daw don ay mga tricycle driver (erning), maintenance (alan), at driver (??) ulet PLS theyre jus tryna work.. anywy yon so alam ko na na asawa ni nora si erning pero nasa bahay na rin nila si alan ??? so bale dalawang lalaki nasa bahay ni nora,, si erning nasa baba na lang daw natutulog ?? bottomline ay habang nakikinig aq sa kwento ni mama isip q lang ang judger naman ni mama at miss kita x) also someone updated me abt their relationship tas they were like "im d worst kind of person to be in a r/s w" tas gusto ko siya sapaken kase i get it ?? often think to myself din how im better off // not in a relationship // kase im toxic as hec but then i think abt how much i like you n i dont want to shut inside myself /and/ shut you out when i know i can do better naman yknow so yon m jus keep on trying whatever that means unu anyway ayon pero i dont want to impose my thoughts on them naman so i said na lang if they want to hear what i want to say edi tell me x) anyway thats abt it thought abt how much i like u today
6.26.20 | met-ish glys bebe today us2 ka ren daw mameet nila gly x) sa hospital playlist diba bffs sila since med school tas naisep q lang pag tinuloy mo na med tas may mameet ka better saken in all aspects 😭😭 chorq lang mej malayong future yon cross da bridge when u get there x) would also fight w kung sino man yan mameet mu 😠😠 chorq onli agen if its time its time 😔 sike walang time time !!! aken ang aken 😠😠😠 sike but if u happier...... SIKE no bridges to cross over !! ;; anywy super thamk for the coffee art 😔 ah idk rlly jus grateful for u,, thought abt what you are to me in one word and ,,, parang di naman kaya x) so i sayyyyy someone id like to hold close to me ,, someone whose hands id like to have in mine ,, for as long as possible ,,? someone whom id like to be - with - in whatever and all sense of that word ;0 idk id rlly jus like for us to do things together ;v lets do things together ;v i rlly do miss u a lot ;v also rmb that pancake i tagged u on when i saw that i thought abt u n how it would be idk nice to cook breakfast or sumn for u !!! ;v
6.27.20 | may kabatch aq na shinare r/s nila ng "palagi" and "araw-araw" niya sa twt tas 2 weeks pa lang sila magkakilala 😭 actually di q alam kung 2 weeks magkakilala tas naging sila or 2 weeks talaga magkakilala 😭 anywy feel q yon yung traditional part saken kasi ive always been like ??? sa mga personality tests lagi aqng traditional?? so yebz feel q kasi nangjjudge aq sa tagal ;< i mean honestly,,, how can u tell u like /like/ a person in just two weeks.... how can u /know/ a person agad :0 I MEAN I GUESS some people feel the connection agad???? connection or spark x) spark na mabilis mawala x( idk is it just me??? feel q ang super judger q pag mabilis mga relationship ;0 hm pero may sabi ren na wala sa tagal yon ;00 nasa quality daw ;9 pero idk still think na getting to know a person and dealing w ur feelings take time ;0 anything na mabilis parang,,, hasty... but maybe people make up their minds quickly... may type din ng people na go lang nang go so mayhaps... idk pero ye wat ur thoughts? joozzy question time !! when did u know na u like me :0 i hav two main events saken ;0 pm to know d answers x) also rmb when i asked if may times na paasa aq... wala ba talaga?! i told u na nagbackread aq diba x) kaabot aq sa chinat moko otw to mindanao aq tas parang ,,, ang labo pala nung sinabi q ??? like if i were the one who received that message ill be like ?? so ano ??? was i giving mixed signals?! pls be honest ;< but anywy ya di kita crush pero gusto kita x)
6.28.20 | i'll still be here and if you choose to, i'll sit down with you and we'll get through whatever it is ! ; tried to rmb how it was like to / physically / be w u and tried to describe how it felt in one word ulet pero two words kaya mehehe: calm waters? like ya pinagpapawisan aq and intense na basa ng kamay q tas yung puso q parang maririnig mo na tas lahat ng dugo q nasa mukha q na pero like,,, idk emotionally ??? spiritually ??? hindi siya physical pero basta ang feeling ay calm waters !!! when were together thats what i feel !! being w u !! like idk maybe its ur presence n aura or whatever !! i just feel . at ease . like, not physically kase nga pinagpapawisan aq and shit pero lamoyon?!? basta parang state of mind state of being q ??? calm waters !!! parang,, maaraw pero windy ,, perfect weather ! like i can just close my eyes . parang nahiga aq sa grass tas mahangin tas ganda ng pagkablue ng sky tas fluffy yung clouds. parang nahiga sa super soft na kama and pillows tas may nakapatong na super soft na comforter . parang natuto akong magfloat sa tubig . just . calm waters .
6.29.20 | parang tanga naman !!! ang aga aga pa pero nangite naq !!! di pwede yon !!! i dont think ive ever told u how you make me happy ! idk its prob the way u word things or ur stickers or the random kria videos n stories and when u ask abt food n send food pictures or how u make those tiktok videos that i hav to save kase ang labo ng messenger 😭 mayb its d lil memes or when u tell random stories or maybe that time u bought lugaw or the mochi or mayhaps how u can tell theres something off???? psychic . maybe its the way u handle urself n the people around n how u ALWAYS ALWAYS try to look at everything in a different perspective n how u dont judge quickly (sorry agad) or maybe its how u hav the softest heart possible???? n how u can literally ask the most random question like im 😭 where did u get that 😭 idk my heart is at ease knowing na we both make each other happy chORQ unu
6.30.20 | hello po. hanggang dito na lang, may girlfriend na po ako. sorry po pinatagal ko pa pero last na po itong message na ito, baka po magalit. + sike jk idk ang swerte ko sayo f q kasama aq sa katipunan noon sa past life siguro + naremind lang ulet aq sa stand q sa relationships and what defines them :0 narealize q recently na its the end for me :0 like :0 i asked my fren who just went thru a break up bakit wala pa rin siyang babaguhin sa relationship nila kahit it ended up p badly tas sabi niya she wants to think na the time they spent together sana it meant something for him din like it did to her :0 tas wala lang naconfuse lang aq kasi pala ang stand ko nga ay, if in the end he was shit, he was also shit before then. also asked another fren n ganun dun sagot nya na siguro naman nung time na yun minahal naman namin isat isa ;0 la lang skl yung kay dana (the catfish !) it was fun while it lasted pero bc she was shit in the end, she was also shit during :0 like, thnks fr th mmrs n the experience n d kilig but wala siyang meaning. like i dont believe she truly liked me??? so ya no meaning :0 i mean the journey matters for me rin ! like, /now/ matters. and if it ends, it ends. IM JUST . wala lang lahat pala ng dinescribe ko ended badly :0 if we end, i hope goods naman >< WAW KAKASTART LANG ?! but ya, wala lang skl ;0 + tbh be honest nagulat aq sa "girlfriend na kita?!" ganon pala impact non?? ive always been like ?? ano difference ng dating sa official or whatever same pa ren naman ?? pero ganon pala yon??? parang tunog real deal or sumn x) + the sunflower was so cute ;< thank u sm reiterate q lang na when i said my favorite part of the puzzle was 13 (?!) down and all its homonyms i really meant you
7.1.20 | ;< woke up to the fact na may awoj aq??? im cant help but smile ;< + u said this song was cute so ;< n ur always sending me piano snippets of my favorite songs ;< hanapin mo yung part na nawalan aq hininga akskjash
7.2.20 | MAHIGPIT NA YAKAP.
7.3.20 | the honne song was so cute ;( he was right :( you were there everytime ! i'll also be by your side, all ways ! :>
7.4.20 | isang buwan na to ikaw pa ren omg kahapon pala yung isang buwan hhhh anyw,,, patugtog nga opm kanina diba tas parang yung kanta sino pipiliin mo or something pero ende dota djfjjd tas ansaket talaga ng nangyayari sa bibig q kaya inisiip q na lang ikaw lang x10 misyu :v + i would only choose world B version u if exact same ;9 otherwise, thats not u so hinde q siya piliin mehehehe hm sa world A kung san parehas tau andon i would choose u n all versions !!! but not world B bc not u... but !! hmm ge i will stick w my answer kanina na i wouldnt do anything pala,, kahit gano kasame world A and B u,,, world B u is still not /u/.... so yes! but if we were both existing in world B, i hope it still us !!!
7.5.20 | 2 cm
7.6.20 | it sound cute n it reminded me of u but wala ako mahanap na english translation??? i'll translate it when i know how to na WAW
7.7.20 | discover weekly
7.7.20 | idk its not like i forget abt it but im just reminded everyday of how lovely u r (oha lovely na ngayon, di na wonderful) + recently ive been ,,, thinking,, like how lucky i am? ? ? like,,, you're my first girlfriend tapos,,, gan2 na agad>!?! like,, everything i could ask for na if i ever asked for anything ?!?! caring 5/5 understanding 5/5 thoughtful 5/5 humorous 3.5/5 smart 5/5 sporty 5/5 soft 5/5 warm 5/5 meme-knowledge 0.5/5 height 4.2/5 creativity 4/5 supportive 5/5 sensitive 5/5 makes me sigh in contentment and awe and wonder 5/5 sighhhh + randumb reminder that u can confide w me and i know u said u tend to keep things to urself but ya just randumb hope na one day you'll be comfortable enough to tell me absolutely anything bc u kno naman i will listen to u n if its a secret or something ill probably forget abt it in the next hour skjhkaj but if its something important i hope my brain chooses to keep it uhkhKHDK
7.8.20 | randumb thoughts,,.. im sorry it took a while, but sure na ako.
7.10.20 | you.
7.11.20 | how does it feel that acads is one of the rznz y ur living its one of the rznz why i die hmmm ala lang naisip q lang kasi on the verge na naman aq omo and its not even acads acads... i was thinking of my gpoa lang tas thinking abt the duties and responsibility and just wack,,,, but anyways x) naalala q na curious question q!!! meron ba akong ugali or something na surprising??? like di mu expect na ganon aq,,, bc sau ala naman :0 like.. idk ur still the same person akjshkjsd either di q pa nakikita yung other person mo or ur rlly just.. this Amazing person.. hm thoughts ! LIKE u've always been kind idk..,,
7.12.20 | ur always saying thank u na i gave u a chance or whatvr but like thank u also get ko na. i think i was hyping myself up to tell u na hanap na ibang crush :0 pero ang main na naghholdback saken yung thought na hindi ko masabi outright na ende keta gusto,,,, so i think,, di q sinunod sarile q n mayhaps one of the good choices ive made,,, that week din uminom kame frens q tas nasabe q ata yung takot aq kase yoq masaktan tas sabe nila edi us2 mu?? tas hm thoughts. yung nainom tayo kasama nila mye ay same day ba ng sabi q sau yon? i thimk yes... so i said it n made sibat i think.... n u kno mej nafeel q ren na ende entirely due to ur pamilee yung sa day6 x) tho mas inisip q don na baka nga maawkward ka kase strangers x) but ya thank u for vibing on the side ,,, thamk for giving me a chance !!!!!
7.13.20 | it was a slow burn. one of my favorite types of stories.
7.14.20 | you. (23921)
7.15.20 | [redaction removed bc im over it unu] i will be here ! will i get to be as close as her :( always your day one ;( idk why these thoughts are here again,, just thinking ang galing how u met tas ur bffs .. like thats not common,, idk :( i hope ur not reading these entries na ;( and i rmb u saying na hindi na nga kayo nag uusap or sumn n idk its not rlly abt that ;( that doesnt matter ;( its ur closeness e ;( aaa ;( n ive said this before and i KNOW i shouldnt even be thinking of this ;( idk if may gut feeling ako or if overThoughts na naman to hays i hope its the latter bc sumtyms i hate how my gut feeling is almost always right :( idk ano ba ;( i think its just.. ye the way u met and ur relationship and how she was the awakening n how at one point u had feelings and ah i feel like magkakaroon na ako but kakakaroon ko lang :(( i hate it ,, its not a big deal PLEASE NAMAN :( if i become so toxic.. it bothers me that idk where to improve on,,
7.16.20 | m rlly miss u im ;\\\\\
7.17.20 | im miss u :(
7.18.20 | im gonna cry . and, i do, though.
7.20.20 | ang ganda ng discover weekly q ngayon aaaaaa weee who's your bestestest fren? hope u had fun catching up w frens
7.21.20 | hm. mmty aq sa ldr.
7.22.20 | as always, grateful for you.
7.24.20 | thinking abt valentines...... i rlly had fun that night ;< im sad i dont hav pictures of u or sumn !! u wanna know why... bc im shy... why would i take ur picture we r just dating... ;< HUAHUAHUAH
7.25.20 | hey if ur tired of me pls let me know agad.. like,, dont settle,, bc u deserve everything good,,, ala lang HAHAUAHAU nagbreak daw kase yung kuya ni kat tsaka gf tas chinichismis namen kung ano rzn sabe q baka "were not growing together anymore" SO LIKE if u feel that...., or like whatever,, tell me !! ill try harder tas if ende na talaga 🤣😔 also can u believe... we been talking everyday .. for more than a year?!?!?? and im SO SAD my retention is SO BAD i dont remember details and stories that well :((( like i want to be that person who remembers details when u dont even remember them but :((( im trying ;<< so i take notes when i dont forget !! ;;;;(((
7.26.20 | : ( i miss the feeling of being w u plEASE im so .
7.27.20 | omona,,, last night i woke up in the middle of the night... Thinking abt moving out of the unit n i was so senti.,.,.,. like... i loved that place pala? it was my refuge sa manila HUAHUA kahit i DREAD going back to the place every sunday !! during the school week naman siya naman inuuwian ko :( love how its so near lang sa cp tas nadadaanan ko yung rob na lively :( yung uncle cheffy :( love how it was near ministop n rob supermarket n mcdo :( love how andali lang to go to esso or to coreon :( i will miss that place :( bc u always hatid me :( will miss debating whether to hug u goodbye or wave na lang HKAHSKDH :((( so many memriz aw ;< + bestfriend mo ako?! HAUHUAH idk what to feel marami ka naman bestfriend ! nyork lang mehehe 5 times they told u first u were their bestfren, 1 time u told me first i was urs 🥺 chorq lang as if aq first !!! but yem thank uuuu u kno naman i dont use that concept but i do tell u the randumbest things.. i kwento stc stuff too hmm ,, u hold a lot of keys for me as well + TW: lozol 150. pls literally no comparison again dont think abt him.. he wasnt.. anything.. he wasnt even my friend 😭 but yes ! pls im laugh :(
7.28.20 | [redacted]
7.29.20 | :( one month ! i miss you so much pls
7.30.20 | ;< hearing u n kria converse im :(
7.31.20 | pede manligaw + manila (whdjjs i write sa notes kasi before i transfer here and i put plus manila but i cant rmb the context na?!)
8.1.2020 | national gf day !8.2.2020 | august 2 na kita makasammaaa grabe yung sinend mo na you are ni pixie labrador i would try to write a song but everything is in that song na pls forever n a day ;< damot naman if god allowed me to be w u tapos in the end.,, RAR8.3.2020 | thinking abt frenship n love; internal struggles n thinking abt ur bff ;< i know there isnt even any reason that im bringing her up but she lives rent free in my mind :( she must be hecking wonderful for u to start questioning n thinking abt ur life ;< wala lang bc nga diba i dont hav a gay awakening or sumn so i think i wouldnt fully understand how its for u ;< kasi for me ang galing ng gay awakenings,, like,, before that situation HETEROS only tas after nun ,,, wALA LANG PLS I HATE ME.,., i think if may gay awakening ako i would understand this better and i would stop thinking abt her huhu i MEan i should be grateful !! if it werent for her we wouldnt be together ;< but im ;< inggit of her impact and I SHOULDNT EVEN BE !! shes ur bff !!! (whom u had feelings for before) (who was ur gay awakening) BUT SHES UR BFF. and people who r jealous of bffs are gross BLERGH and TAPOS NA TOOOOO :( pls i hate me :( i just cant stop thinking abt her and her impact and just :( rent free,, rent free,,, + anyws, 50 first dates!8.4.2020 | missin uu8.5.2020 | admire ur passion for learning like u rlly wanna understand how things work nad to nadh!
86 HEJFNJRJ PLS TELL ME IF IM CROSSING BOUNDARIES NA ang awkward na na ur answerinf ur questions first gkdksk feel like it takes much effort from u hhh plsm forget abt what i said !! u dont hav to answer ur qs first na !! ill ask back !! sjdjjdjd ok pero ang reasoning ko lang for that ay want to hear ur answer pero yoq na magtype kase ng "nu sau" HAJDBFJD :((( pero would type nu sau 100 times g naman sajdjjd feel like nappressure ka kase or sumn or like awkward for u or ayon nappressure ka na i hav to answer first sjfjdj pls forget !!8.6.2020 | anong sasabihen q na i-hate moko hmmm inisip q if sabihen mu du30 supporter ka chorq8.7.2020 | wouldnt it be nice to live on a farm8.8.2020 | all i wanna do is be w u ;<8.9.2020 | heheheh lives rent free pa ren mygod pls pay ur rent if ur gonna stay @u :<8.10.2020 | ill stop thinking abt her (today is aug 23 and i cant believe the amt of times i thought abt her this month PLEASE I SWEAR IM OVER IT)8.11.2020 | cried bc wow next yr pa talaga tayo magkikita AHAH8.12.2020 | first gf!!!! afraid! bc! firsts usually dont last </3 like im just!! how can god give me you agad sa first ko !!!! everything na agad !! hanggang kailan kaya hm feel like god will do smth like "thats enough free trial" JWNEKFKR8.13.20 | lies. i think u cried sa sumasaiyo. anyways just want to put it out there that youre doing so well as an ate. the brilliance8.15.2020 | saw a twt that was like after all the acads n org work n shit want to curl up next to someone wow same8.16.2020 | here for u seafood! (aug 23 thoughts wat was i tryn say..... mayhaps lets eat seafood together or sumn)8.17.20 | oomf thought u were talking abt ur dad !! sa 16 years na palaban !! confuciunism8.18.20 | omg idk i feel like gusto ko lang gumagawa ng issue.,.,. like.,., its not a big deal when i think abt it Logically but the moment i saw her twt i just :( pls i hate feeling this way like its no big deal can she stop living in my head rent free :(((( im so tired :(((((( charot lang anyway i think someone liked her twt so i stalked her ::::6666 tas i saw her qrt the beauty queen slash pilot girly with the eyes emoji?! so like not straight :6 contrary to what u sed !! so the thoughts in my head,,,... ANYWAYS. alam mo pano ko alam na gusto kita wahaha ngayon ko lang din naput into words hm bc diba nga sydney was all like pity and shit so i was like ah. alam kong gusto ko si kiana, hindi dahil naaawa ako sa kanya (contrary to MY popular belief KWJEBFDJ) kung hindi dahil gusto ko lang talaga siya ?? makasama?? omg hav i told u this </3 but isa pa yon sa mga crises ko na like baka im g lang w everything noon bc of pity omg so bad... like aside from thinking na maybe i just like u bc im lonely mayb i just like u bc u like me maybe i just like u bc of the feeling ! but apparently, no :'6 i like u bc i like u idk how else to say it,,, if this were any other person i would riot8.19.2020 | im miss u8.20.2020 | omg ok i feel like ginagawa ko na lang siya issue talaga i dont feel the same feelings anymore towards her 👁 omg kakasabe ko lang na di na siya bigdeal pero inisip q na naman what if sabihin mo ngayon sa kanya na siya gay awakening mo or like gusto mo siya dati 😭😭😭 parang :( if wala na talaga then say it charot omg what if u say it nga tas shes like “omg gusto rin kita” and then waht < / 3 i hate myself <// 3 omg sabe ko its not a big deal na oKAY ITS NOT NA TALAGA pero when nawala feelings mo chAROT HUHU PLEASE PAY UR RENT MYGOD8.21.2020 | my therapist called me out on my hate tweets to sydney (and mayhaps she got tired of my tweets abt stalking ur bff n u and hurting myself im sorry) im being so affected daw kasi i have trust issues i was like ?? i dont have ??? tas she was like u dOnt gO throUgH a dAnA anD nOt hAve tRusT isSueS AJDJDJD i rlly dont think i hav naman ?! pero she was like its better to acknowledge it than deny it JAJDFJJS whatever anyways she was like dont sabotage the good thing u hav going rn HSKEHEKDJ ok kat mygod ??8.22.2020 | for a moment thought abt relationships... firsts.... like what if u wanted to experience more pa,, like,, i dont consider dana as a relationship naman pero ?? i guess after her i knew how to handle myself better (???) so i was thinking,,, wat r ur rel experiences... baka naman u want to explore pa or sumn HAJDBDJAJA ANG WILD NG BUWAN NA TO MY MIND GOING PLACES8.23.2020 | hmmm relationship advice daw ay maghanap ng kasing jologs 🤔 and altho hindi talaga tayo same wavelength 😭 omg can u name things na vibe natin 🤔 food,, pwede na.. music,, pwede na.. movies,, hmm ,, memes,, we r totally different wavelengths n i think the online thing widened that gap >< but anys ;; we r not the same kind of jologs but its fun to navigate thru urs ;9 get ba like i hav my friends naman who r same type of jologs as me 🤔
8.24.20 | seeing u just makes me miss u more/?????
8.25.20 | thank u for being w meeee8.26.20 | im miss uu8.27.20 | thank u for bracelet :( shes beautiful :(8.29.20 | :((((((( hap 28.31.20 | omg abt crushes get q na fully yung concept. kasi crush q yung chair namin sa sandi noong nagapply kame wahaha ang galeng niya kase. tas crush ko ren si frances ang galeng niya kase !! so my crush concept is based sa mga skills na i want for myself 😱😱😱 parang ano ba, i want to be her ganon!!! i told u diba part ng crisis q ay dahil di ko masabi na crush kita!! and this doesnt mean na di ka magaling or whatever bc you are !!! and everyday you just keep on reminding me how wonderful you are hoooo your entire existence is beautiful and i want to cry. crushes for me, do not involve feelings. they do involve being giddy tho! kung crushes ay i want to be them, sayo i want to be with you heheheh. shallow skills-based crushes !!! deeper sjdjjdjd feelzies for u !! anyway ;( our first date rlly one of my faves :( the chicken wing and the walk and :( the ice cream!! and diba may inom ka non dapat !!!! i thibk i rmb saying u can go pero i was hoping talaga na di tuloy yon ajdjdjjsjd hahu ;(9.1.20 | hallo its sept 1 anlapit na ng 2021 wala naman nagbabago hehe ang bilis talaga ng mga araw hm hope u enjoyed watching greys9.2.20 | told my frens na nag act up na naman aq tas sabe niya selosa raw pala aq ?? BUT i think naman no???? i sed ..,, f q kebs lang aq if this story was w a Friend,,, pero kase bff,,, and the bff trope pls.... tas she said i read too much fanfiction :( probably right :( and ye when i say its not a big deal i mean it :( it really shouldnt even be a Deal!!!! like it doesnt matter !!! ughhh other issues naman pls nakakasawa na to and it doesnt make sense and its just toxic and ugh anyways9.3.20 | there are times pala na i just... dont want to talk to u.... like ... i thought it was the day or my mood pero im ok naman w other people.. its just you... parang most times this stems from my Wack Brain Explosions ... like yesterday... so for most of the day today i didnt wanna talk...9.4.20 | wack ::: i miss youuuu and sobrang random thought lang today i was typing up a reply tas naisip q lang sobrang swerte ko??? like ????? idrk how this happened,,, but im keeping it ,,,,9.5.20 | missed uuu. someone asked how i became finally sure na i like u tas i said aside from kat knocking sense into me i said na it bc 1) if i replace u w anyone at all i dont want that and 2) i just rlly wanna be w u like thats it..,..
9.6.20 | hmmm kwento nating dalwa... thank u for watching w me!9.7.20 | helloooo woke up at the wrong side of the bedddd bc probably slept at the wrong side too,,,, thank u again for understanding and i'll give you a heads up na talaga next time ;( sorry9.8.20 | kuya's breakup scares me a bit,,, they met each other at the same time we did and idk ,, what if we reach that point,, what if we're too young,, sometimes i wish i'd meet you later in life so i can stop thinking how i have it this good so early,,, skl na lang din it relieves me when i hear stories that start early and last forever ;6 i mean ;// this is the hopeless romantic in me and i knOW and i went into this relationship being all like "whatever happens, happens" and "it doesn't hurt to try" and "what if it works naman edi better na we gave it a chance" hoooo no one knows what the future holds (is it even there?!) but on god i pray it holds us together.9.9.10 | hello! start na ng classes tmr,,, im not sure if i can keep up w this pa! hhh ill probably share my thoughts agad na sayo tho hmmm9.15.20 | hello! u know kahapon i was thinking,,, i probably survived 2nd yr 2nd sem bc of u hmm so thank u! this is a difficult time,,, AGAIN, i'm here lang.
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